my life.

that moment when i am chilling with my dad watching him work and he turns to me and says “im glad you are a girl” my response and why is that “because you are a strong person and in all honesty if you were a boy i dont think you would be to handle everything you have already in life…plus i think your aunt would hate me more than she already does”

i never really took the time to reflect on how i turn out.  im not gonna lie i have had a lot of shit happen in my life but i stand strong so that others wont have an excuse to be weak.  i have my ups and downs but i really try my best not to show them but sometime i just get tired of holding everything back.  my point is i built myself up so nothing can hurt me, it does not mean that stuff still doesnt hurt.

i think everything has happened for a reason.  it not a traditional life but then again neither am i <3